Denial

I am nothing more then what you see before you.
I am simple, sweet and kind.
I do not have dark thoughts!
.... I do not think about your hands, your palms, strong and firm and sliding up my thighs to my waist.
I do not think about your mouth, lips dragged over my throat, hot breath crawling over me, tickling the back of my ear.
I do not think about your eyes or how I want them to eat me up inside of them and hold me there until I beg you to let me go.
I do not think about your body, pressed up against mine, holding me beneath you, sweaty against my own.
And most especially... I never think about your voice .. Oh! Your voice and how it might sound when you say dirty things against my skin, my mouth
No!
I am simple, sweet and kind.
There is nothing underneath my smile.
I have no layers, please stop peeling, please stop looking,
please stop looking.. right.. though .. me.